Stiles Stilinski (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
hypercompetent) wrote2013-05-05 06:58 pm
hypercompetent) wrote2013-05-05 06:58 pm
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IC INBOX
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text ; night of the tenth 1/????
let that sink in
you good?
text ;
ALSO
KISSED
ME
text ;
text ;
i have
told allison i love her
asked isaac out on a date
i kissed isaac
and i kissed allison
and isaac saw
AND NEITHER OF THEM KNOW THAT I LIKE BOTH OF THEM
AND I AM PRETTY SURE THEY ARE FURIOUS
text ;
this was an awful idea from the start
i don't blame them if they're pissed
I BASICALLY PLAYED THEM??????
I DIDN'T MEAN TO
THIS IS MY FAULT BUT IT'S ALSO NOT MY FAULT
text ; FIN
seriously
what is my life
1/2
I lied 2/3
you kissed allison or did she kiss you
these are all important details
i almost feel like i'm missing out on the scott mccall kiss club :P
ok so you haven't talked to them or anything about it
do you want me to try and test the waters
i mean dude if it was a mistake it was a mistake
but don't go telling either of them that *they're* the mistake, i guess
because this was definitely all on you broseph
sort of
so just do what you do best and apologize, and make it clear that you're not.
really trying to play either of them
you like them both equally-ish, right?
and making it a competition or something'd probably just make it worse
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maybe you'll just end up dating them both at the same time, lol
but don't be scott pilgrim about it if you like actually do that cause that's just douchey
1/2
i don't know????????
but i kissed them both back like for sure
i would offer to kiss you but i feel like that's only going to complicate things more
AND THEY ARE V COMPLICATED
no i mean like
isaac caught us and i apologized right away
i felt awful you should have seen his face
i wanted to kiss him but that would have made things worse probably
i tried to tell allison that we kissed before and i like them both
but she kind of just stormed off
and now she hates me probably isaac too
i don't know
i know this is my fault
i love them both
i think maybe i should pull back and give them space or something???
really doubt isaac wants to see me
or allison actually
i messed up akhskd jesus
i messed up big time
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oh god damn it
yeah i did
this sucks
1/2 again 8'D
i love you but no
jeez that's rough
o...kay let's see
i seriously doubt she hates you ok she pumped half of derek's pack with arrows once and still loved you
same for isaac
you're like the freakin world to that dude, man
i think they're probably pissed? coming from personal experience
when someone makes you think they/someone else likes you and then goes and pulls the rug out like "jk it's not like that at all" it kind of blows the big one
it makes you feel sorta betrayed i guess
but you get over it
but i mean the best you can do is make it clear that those aren't your intentions at all
because i know they aren't, and you know they aren't.
that you like (ok love) them both equally or w/e
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to be completely honest with you
i thought something was going on between *them*
1/2 ALSO AGAIN :')
you know you hated me a little bit when that thing with lydia went down
which i'm sorry about still
i hated me too
i hate me now
i don't know if they should get over it
i mean they'd probably be happier without me
right?
i can apologize all i want but i don't think i could choose one over the other
in fact i know i can't
i don't want to live without both of them
god
this sucks
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i thought so too
to be honest i was kind of hoping even though seeing them together sort of
made my heart ache
i was pretty jealous
but i just want them to be happy
you know?
even if it's without me
if they're together
i think i'd be all for that
I should just stop writing 1/2 because you know ROFL
but it wasn't
i was a royal dick afterwards too
um no
stop that talk right now
because that's a whole host of bullshit
there's no "happier without you" because you're the kind of person that just shows up in people's lives forever and makes them better, ok
even when you act like a dick
whether it's on purpose or not
[ That was a little too close to THERE'S NO HOPE for stiles. ]
i know, buddy, i know.
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you like allison
allison likes isaac
isaac likes allison
and isaac likes you
can i just make you three date each other
1/2 by now it's just habit
and i mean thanks for always being there for me
but i really honestly really feel like
if they were happy i wasn't
like i'd be okay with that
i still have you right?
i think that's always enough
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i mean i think they do
and i don't know how either of them feel about me
and i
i don't know
in a perfect world, maybe
1/2 right
it is my number one duty in life to make sure scott middle name redacted mccall is always happy
but if that was the decision you wanted to make it really wouldn't surprise me at all
dude you've always got me. we're like one entity at this point.
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i'd be shocked if they didn't
which. kind of also blows the big one and i should've probably not brought that up
do you want me to try and get a read on things for you?
idk about isaac but i know i can talk to allison.
(or at least lyds can)
hey we're in wonderland rn
crazier shit has happened
1/2 i didn't even have to do two this time
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it doesn't really sting anymore
like when isaac went out with allison to the beach?
i don't know
i'm trying not to let it get to me
i don't know if it'll make a huge difference
but yeah i'd appreciate it
how are you supposed to suggest a threeway
ajkshdkja
i mean you were gone during this one thing
but it kind of already happened kajshd i don't know what to say
we were all dating it was really weird in like a good weird way
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you sound like someone kicked your puppy
i'm sorry man :(
k i'll see what i can do
if isaac punches me i'm tattling to you for the record
wait WHAT
omg you didn't tell me about that?! shocked and offended scott mccall