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have you seen lydia?

i was hoping you wouldn't text me with this too
no i haven't
i think she's gone

I don't know
some of her stuff is still here but we were sharing a lot of it so

[ don't say that stiles no she doesn't want to believe it. ]

I'm asking scott to help look for her
just in case
maybe he can like, smell her somewhere
I don't know
if you want to come

yeah i'll be there don't worry
if some of her stuff is still there she has to be here, right?

[ He doesn't want to believe it either. ]

maybe she just disappeared down the rabbit hole, haha.

Edited 2013-10-25 01:43 (UTC)

[ This one comes a little later. ]

do you think she's safer at home, or here?

[ she doesn't want to talk about how much she and lydia shared the things that came out of the closet. a lot of lydia's things are missing, but there's enough around that reminds allison of lydia, it gives her enough of a reason to be stubborn about it. ]

yeah
that's what I was thinking, at least.

and ha ha
what would be further down the rabbit hole than this?

[ the last thing allison wants to talk about is all the shit they're all waiting for back home, but... ]

she almost dies back home
miss blake almost kills her because of what she is
she's okay in the end but I don't know about safer
when I came here it wasn't over yet
but at least I could protect her here

god only knows
the ninth circle of hell or something

...yeah.
you're the only one who's close to me at home
i remember that
when she took my dad instead

that's kinda how i feel too
she was there for me when i had a panic attack, here
i think she was there when i was having one at home too but i don't remember
she's always kinda been there for me, whether she knew it or not
(as creepy as that sounds, i'm not peter or something)

it's like i'm missing a freakin beacon or something
pun kind of intended

then let's say she went home instead because as bad as beacon hills is
I don't think it's reached dante's inferno levels of awful
yet

yeah
sometimes I forget that you know a lot of what I know
with how far everyone else is back it's easy to forget what happens there
like about our parents and just. everything

she does that a lot, actually, for me too
just being there
she was the first person who made me feel like things would be okay again after the gerard thing
and she's just
I don't know
she helps me keep my head on straight, I guess? both before and after she knew everything going on
especially here. even more so here

you know
that's only the second time I've heard anyone use the beacon pun since I moved to beacon hills

who knows
maybe she'll come back like derek did
maybe she'll be able to tell us what happened to our parents
i think i want to know. i think it's kinda harder not, you know??

tell me about it
she's been like
the focal point of my life for eight years
it's weird to have her not here again

at least, hypothetically

[ His inner cynic is pretty much shooting down the idea that she's not gone. He taps his keyboard for a couple seconds before adding the last sentence. ]

she kissed me.

[ It feels weird to confess that out in the open. The first time he figured it'd been out of necessity, but that? That was nothing necessary. That was Lydia wanting to kiss him, and it was the single most awesome thing he'd ever experienced in his life. But Stiles'd barely had the chance to be excited about it, because then Jackson showed up, and then the mines, and out of the frying pan and into the fire.

Literally.

He adds the last part as an afterthought, to maybe lighten the mood a little. ]
that's a crying shame
allow me to be your pun beacon

maybe
and I'd like to know too
it's hard to sit here and deal with wonderland when that's waiting at home
I mean, it has to work, right?

it's not necessarily a bad thing though
not to have that kind of focus around
work on yourself a little, maybe

and yeah, hypothetically

[ she knows, stiles. she knows just as much as you do, but she just needs to look. needs to check.

the next part catches her a little off-guard, though, and it takes her a moment before she can respond. ]

when? what happened?

[ because that had been something that lydia failed to mention about the mines. granted, they'd spent a little more time talking about the feeling of being burned alive and how they'd heard someone coming but they couldn't find out who, and allison knows now it was jackson, but that was all...

well. behind them. they needed to move on but she's realizing that might be a little harder for some of them. ]

and ha ha very funny :p

i am not freakin dying for it not to work
i hope we kick ms. blake's ass
i hated heart of darkness anyway

i know this is shocking--believe it or not--but you aren't the first person to tell me that :P

[ Texting Allison is kind of great. There's this level of camaraderie they've got, being the only humans in a group like theirs--Scott makes the best choices in people, seriously. The Lydia thing is another layer. Allison (hopefully) finding him funny, is another one. That was a joke, really, he swears it. ]

it was uh
during the superhero thing, or whatever
and we full on spiderman kissed it was pretty much awesome
and that uh
wasn't the first time either
not that that's really important now but still

:)

ms. blake has what's coming to her
because if we don't do it the alphas will
I just want to know my dad's safe before it all happens
and heart of darkness is a really good book, you should give it a try anyway

can I be the first person who took the advice before telling everyone else about it? :)

[ because stiles' is a friendship she's realizing she's depending on more and more. maybe in wonderland more so than she thought she would back home, because at least he gets it. and at least she doesn't have to worry about what's going to happen to his werewolf-ness with every event. or if he's secretly listening to her through the door. or that he's gotten to be a part of whatever weird relationship thing she's currently dealing with.

these are the things allison argent worries about, really.

and then there's their connections, with scott and with lydia, and allison is just really glad he's here. really really glad. ]

you mary-jane kissed her
stiles that fits so much I actually can't blame you for making it dorky

[ though she can be a little mad at lydia for not telling her. ]

wait
you and lydia have made out multiple times and I haven't known about it?
some kind of best friend privileges I have :p

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